I am leaving you this note before I go out because I don't want you to accuse me of not communicating with you anymore. But you are asleep, AGAIN. I don't want to wake you because you look so peaceful and sweet.
I understand that you are feeling unwell, I understand that you don't want to socialise with "my friends" as you call them but I really wish you would see it from my perspective too. I need to be around these people right now, I need people to get to know me in this town. I love you, but you fucking scare me sometimes and I am only telling you this on paper because I am too frightened to tell you in person. So please don't bang yourself off the wall when you read this. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I don't want you to hurt at all. I really want you to come back to me, I want you well and happy, I want you to believe in us, I am trying, I really am. I love you and I will always love you. We belong together.
Please come back, I need you.
I... don't wanna go out
I... don't wanna stay in
I'll sit inside my box and vandalise my dirty mind
I... don't wanna go out
I... don't wanna stay in
I'll sit inside my room and vandalise my dirty mind
I won't get any food but then I'll eat myself alive
I... am bumming you out
I... am doing you in
This mess is running in and out of every part of me
The less that I am wanting you, the more I want to see
You got a silver bullet, at my heart you're aiming
You're gonna shoot me down if I just start complaining
You only want me when you got me pleading
When you got me on my knees then you should stop my bleeding
Do it, no don't ever make me do it
There's hostility from everyone around, yeah
Do it, no don't ever make me do it
There's hostility from everyone around, yeah
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